22 February 2009

right now all you have is time time time time time.

"and right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

name ten thousand reasons why you never wanna die, go and tell someone who might've forgotten
try to list the endless reasons why it's good to be alive, and then just smile for awhile about them"
-p. baribeau

-gardens and soil and vegetables are good.
-bike rides are good.
-building things is good.
-books are good.
-heavy blankets are good.
-stuffed soft guinea pigs names Dijon are good.
-reading chairs are good.
-smells are good.
-chemical changes are good.
-tea is good.
-feeling at home is good.
-feeling comfortable is good.
-feeling uncomfortable is good.
-feeling is good.
-accomplishing things you hope to accomplish is good.
-eating and drinking delicious things is good.
-challenges are good.
-sex is good.
-house shoes are good.
-photos are good.
-love is good.
-compassion, empathy, and honesty are good.
-cereal is good.
-warm showers and baths are good.
-pressed coffee is good.
-sunshine is good.
-expression and release are good.
-back-of-the-neck-under-the-hair-when-you-least-expect-it-kisses are good.
-paper mache and paint is good.
-firm hugs are good.
-hats are good.
-being able to trust someone is good.
-eden house is good.
-the beach is good.
-sailing is good.
-wind in your face because of speed is good.
-waterballoon and pinecone battles are good.
-shaking your ass is good.
-yelling out at the dam is good.
-long and double exposures are good.
-trampolines are good.
-overcoming is good.






18 February 2009

messy mess.

i'm feeling pretty melancholy. things are kind of a mess. i've been getting sick again. getting behind in school. loosing touch with friends. being exhausted. suppressing desire for the sake of getting things done. all of these frustrating habbits i thoguht i had put to rest have resurfaced and i've suddenly become bad at taking care of myself again, but increasingly good at taking care of other people.


besides that.


my new home, eden house, it lovely. the people are great, my room is cute and has huge windows, and i will soon have my very own garden. i never thought i'd get to have my own garden. there's just something about growing things...