messy mess.

i'm feeling pretty melancholy. things are kind of a mess. i've been getting sick again. getting behind in school. loosing touch with friends. being exhausted. suppressing desire for the sake of getting things done. all of these frustrating habbits i thoguht i had put to rest have resurfaced and i've suddenly become bad at taking care of myself again, but increasingly good at taking care of other people.


besides that.


my new home, eden house, it lovely. the people are great, my room is cute and has huge windows, and i will soon have my very own garden. i never thought i'd get to have my own garden. there's just something about growing things...