05 April 2009

Eden house + garden

EDEN HOUSE:tv/video game room.


living room.
one corner of my room.
my bed.
desk, strange elevated closet, and bag of trash?

=my room!

As some of you may know, it is the beginning of planting season and here are some adorable baby vegetable plants.
in this garden there is currently roma tomato, cucumber, okra, red bell pepper, and yellow squash, not to mention every herb you can think of. Oh and lettuces!!
baby yellow squash plant.
row of baby yellow squashes.
BASIL!! oh man, pesto all summer long.
baby baby roma tomato plants.

love.

22 March 2009

recently.

I really need to decide a few things in the next few weeks. I need to decide whether or not I'm dropping my Islamic Studies major, what to do about my incomplete from last semester, if Yemen will be too dangerous to travel to this summer, and if I don't go to Yemen, what will I do?

Also, I need to sell or give away or throw away a bunch of my shit. I have too many clothes, too much furniture for my small ass room, high heels??, tons of film and random other things like inkjet photopaper (like 300 sheets!!!!) when I don't even have a photo printer! Also, a plethera of photo chemicals, some of which I plan to keep, but everyone in my family had the same idea as far as christmas presents went, and now they're going to go bad far before I can get to using them.

I'm hopeful that everything will work out for the best, but I need to take some initiative on these things. Also, I did some good at our house meeting tonight (hopefully) and now it is mandatory that there be a veggie present at every dinner. This seems like not a big deal to most, but we've seriously been eating only starch for the last month. Also, the house is now giving me $50 a month for the garden!! That means more vegetablesssss and herbssss and fruiitttssss!!! YAY!!! AND reimbursement for obtaining vegetables for free by volunteering at Johnson's Backyard. Woo! I love home improvement! I'll try and get some pictures up over the next weekend of the garden and my new home and my bike and all of the lovely new people in my life.

SO, in conclusion, this month has been particularly heavy emotionally, but there are so many other wonderful things to keep me busy and distracted and if I can only hold out long enough those shitty things will pass and I will be left with wonderful new friendships, a garden full of delicious things, and a tidier simpler life.

06 March 2009

sharp and tart and red and deep.

i hate sleeping alone again all of the time. but i'll be just fine. amelia and i are putting on pretty dresses and biking around this afternoon.

other news. the garden is coming along. squash and okra and cucumber and tomato sprouting. and basil and cilantro and sunflowers and alamo vine and lavender and mint and so much more. I'll take photos soon.

03 March 2009

Sometimes you just have to be okay with the fact that things are not always going to go as you expect or hope. All you can do is just continue on as if you had planned it this way all along and not forget to remain kind.

kindnessissity.

did you know if you google that (not)word that 3 out of the 4 websites are mine...

22 February 2009

right now all you have is time time time time time.

"and right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

name ten thousand reasons why you never wanna die, go and tell someone who might've forgotten
try to list the endless reasons why it's good to be alive, and then just smile for awhile about them"
-p. baribeau

-gardens and soil and vegetables are good.
-bike rides are good.
-building things is good.
-books are good.
-heavy blankets are good.
-stuffed soft guinea pigs names Dijon are good.
-reading chairs are good.
-smells are good.
-chemical changes are good.
-tea is good.
-feeling at home is good.
-feeling comfortable is good.
-feeling uncomfortable is good.
-feeling is good.
-accomplishing things you hope to accomplish is good.
-eating and drinking delicious things is good.
-challenges are good.
-sex is good.
-house shoes are good.
-photos are good.
-love is good.
-compassion, empathy, and honesty are good.
-cereal is good.
-warm showers and baths are good.
-pressed coffee is good.
-sunshine is good.
-expression and release are good.
-back-of-the-neck-under-the-hair-when-you-least-expect-it-kisses are good.
-paper mache and paint is good.
-firm hugs are good.
-hats are good.
-being able to trust someone is good.
-eden house is good.
-the beach is good.
-sailing is good.
-wind in your face because of speed is good.
-waterballoon and pinecone battles are good.
-shaking your ass is good.
-yelling out at the dam is good.
-long and double exposures are good.
-trampolines are good.
-overcoming is good.






18 February 2009

messy mess.

i'm feeling pretty melancholy. things are kind of a mess. i've been getting sick again. getting behind in school. loosing touch with friends. being exhausted. suppressing desire for the sake of getting things done. all of these frustrating habbits i thoguht i had put to rest have resurfaced and i've suddenly become bad at taking care of myself again, but increasingly good at taking care of other people.


besides that.


my new home, eden house, it lovely. the people are great, my room is cute and has huge windows, and i will soon have my very own garden. i never thought i'd get to have my own garden. there's just something about growing things...

05 November 2008

together.


I have realized lately, as my good friend Maggie and I discussed, that I have never been in a situation, in my entire life, where I was excited about government or a time where I found myself within the majority opinion. Since I was old enough to understand, all I have ever known is the Bush Administration and it is such an incredible feeling to feel a part of a larger group that feels the same. We will fight poverty, together; we will fight against those destroying the environment together; we will finish these wars and take care of the brave now fighting when they return home, together; we will make sure that all citizens have health care available to them, together; we will fight for civil rights and equality, together; we will better our education system and take better care of our educators, together; we will use diplomacy to communicate with the rest of the world and restore our global legitimacy, together. And this includes those who did not vote for our now president-elect as well, any Christian, Muslim, Jew, Atheist, Gay, Straight, Black, White, Hispanic, Poor, Rich, Republican, Democrat, Male, Female, Old, Young person, because I feel most of these issues are concerns for every single person on the face of this planet.

I know that this may seem cheesy to some, but now I am willing to work and fight and try because I feel that I can. It will not be easy and I know that all I am hoping to accomplish will not happen immediately, but eventually. I will leave you with this:


“We have been told we cannot do this by a chorus of cynics who will
only grow louder and more dissonant in the weeks to come. We've been
asked to pause for a reality check. We've been warned against
offering the people of this nation false hope.

But in the unlikely story that is America, there has never been
anything false about hope. For when we have faced down impossible
odds; when we've been told that we're not ready, or that we shouldn't
try, or that we can't, generations of Americans have responded with a
simple creed that sums up the spirit of a people, Yes we can.

It was a creed written into the founding documents that declared the
destiny of a nation, Yes we can.

It was whispered by slaves and abolitionists as they blazed a trail
toward freedom through the darkest of nights, Yes we can.

It was sung by immigrants as they struck out from distant shores and
pioneers who pushed westward against an unforgiving wilderness, Yes we can.

It was the call of workers who organized; women who reached for the
ballot; a President who chose the moon as our new frontier; and a King who took us to the mountaintop and pointed the way to the Promised Land.

Yes we can to justice and equality. Yes we can to opportunity and
prosperity. Yes we can heal this nation. Yes we can repair this
world. Yes we can.

And we will remember that there is something happening in America; that we
are not as divided as our politics suggests; that we are one people;
we are one nation; and together, we will begin the next great chapter
in America's story with three words that will ring from coast to
coast; from sea to shining sea - Yes. We. Can.”